I am 32 years of age and all these years, even though I am a Madhva, I had not been worshiping God, not observing Ekadashi vratas, and doing sins. Of late, I have felt very guilty of wasting all these years by not knowing about God and not worshiping Him. Please tell me a way to wash away my sins so that I am fit to worship Him again.
I would be very much obliged if you kindly answer me. Also I wanted to know the rules of observing Ekadashi.